January 2010
13 posts
Pa-pa-pa-pa-paranoid!
I don’t know why I’m so paranoid and why I always overthink things which are usually negative assumptions and end up with me feeling like a total crap. Trust me I’ve tried keeping a positive mind but it just won’t work. And lately I’ve been having trouble sleeping since I can’t clear my head up even after 1-2hours of lying down with the eyes closed as my mind...
“Seriously, why are they laughing like hyenas?”
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Yours truly
Confused
Ok he just called and things are back to normal i suppose. I don’t know if he called because he felt guilty that he actually emailed me about letting go just a day before my exam, or that he really doesn’t wanna let go. I think it’s the latter though. I was happy when we were talking on the phone. But why don’t I now? I somehow feel like he shouldn’t have called me...
“Well it kinda hurts when the kinda words you write,
kind of turn themselves...”
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Jason Mraz
Letting go
He’s finally letting go. He has finally come into terms with what I’ve been pestering him with and has actually said it out loud. Although I’ve been cold to him lately, I still miss him so bad. I tried so hard to resist myself from replying his texts or nudging him on the MSN or just call him up to hear his voice. Now he has finally given up. Am i to blame? Did it served me...